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2010-02-17T21:52:00.000-08:00

oh fuck you!

2010-02-16T16:33:00.000-08:00

jinxiang korkor going back to army today );
missing the times we spend together );

2010-02-15T20:10:00.000-08:00

when im in the right mood, i'll blog again.
)';

day by day,

2010-02-14T01:08:00.000-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR & VALENTINE'S DAY! ;D
i love my cousins, i love my parents, i love my sisters &i love my friends tooooo!
:D

a shortshort dedication time ;D
hehe.

hmm, lets see.
shall start with my dearest family.

DADDY &MUMMY!
: ILOVEYOUSOMUCH! no matter what happen to me, you'll always be there for me. when im poor, you'll give me cash :D :D when im late for school, you'll give me cash to cab to school. when i needed someone to talk to, you'll always be there for me. but, what ive given you all is just worries, worries &much more worries. you know, i feel so bad for all the stuffs that i did to you all); i hope, there will be a chance for me to return! ); anyway, daddy mummy, ILOVEYOU! :D

CHOYJING!
: silly girl! DONT everever cry over a guy can! im always here for you, remember? anyway choyjing, thankyou so much! you're the best sister i ever got! :D ILOVEYOUSOMUCH! :D thanks for all the treats, thanks for listening to my boring, non-stop talks, thanks for the patience that you have shown, thanks for being my motivator :D oh choyjing, one thing for sure, im always here for you! :D

CHOYXUANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN!
: silly meimei! :D we DONT trest you as a maid or dog can!you know when you told us this, we're soso fucking hurt! ); xuanniekins, we love you kay! even though we will quarrel, you're still here for me. anyway, thank you xuannie! :D anyway, ILOVEYOUTOOOOOOOO! ;D

JINGTONGGGGGGGG KORKOR!
: ohmy, you're the greatest, greatest, greatest guy ever! you'll be here to listen to my craps, ALWYAS being here for me, helping me with my works, accompany me chat till late at night. :D where in the world can i find such a great cuzzie like you? hehe, you rock my world! :D you've always been here for me. but, im not! ); i feel so bad ); you must FUCKING REMEMBER that (97305932) this hotline is 24/7 for YOU! ;D seriously, you rock !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D :D :D :D anyway, remember our wednesday &saturday study dates hor! :D ILOVEYOU! :D

FIONA JIEJIEEEEEEEEEEEE!
: simon eh simon ? hehehehe :D anyway girl, you rock so much! :D ILOVEYOUGIRL! :D i miss the past! ): remember, we use to go each other's house for sleepover? going to the beach as one whole ); anyway, thanks so much for listening to my craps till late night ! :D i guess, you've ALWAYS br here for me. but, im not); i feel so bad); but, you MUST remember that (97305932) this hotline is ALWAYS 24/7 for YOU!!!!!!!! ;D

JINXIANG KORKORRR!
: you're at army now. &i hope that you'll enjoy your days there. its impossible to see you every gathering now ?); sadsad );

YANGYANG!!!
: aww, you just rock so much! :D takecare kay! ;D we wanna see you healthyhealthy de! :D hehe, not the sicksick de yangyang ;D

(ive got nothing much to say to the rest of the cousins, im so sorry! D: )

HAZIRAHHHHH!
: oh silly girl, DONT ever c-r-y- cause of friends kay! exp those that dont treasure you. D: anyway, thanks so much for always being my listening ear, thanks for being so forgiving, thanks for the love you've showered on me, thanks for the care you've given me, thanks for the patience you've shown &thanks so much for being my motivator! :D &one day, mrcrush will love you :D trust me eh? hehe, loveya! :D CHOYYU'S HOTLINE IS 24/7 FOR YOU! ;D

XINLIIIIIIII! :D
: cheerup luh girl ;D even though we've fate (farfar) D: , you know you're always my best friend ;D hehe, choyyu's hotline is 24/7 for you toooooooo! :D hehe.

EDWIN!
: my red packet? D: hehe, you're OLDOLDOLD!!!!! ;D kayluh, im just kidding. anyway, thanks so much for being my listening ear, thanks so much for being so forgiving. :D

i guess, im done?
anyway, if im not, im lazyyyyyyyyyy! D:

hehe, kaykay.
hmm, today was a FREAKING EFFING GOOD DAY FOR CHOYYU!
;D

cousins came over ;D
yufong korkor's family was the first to reach, followed by fiona's than, jinxiang's than, i dont know liao D:
ive got short term memory );

we lao yu sheng till super crazy can!
all the food flying here &there.
D:

i dont know what to post cause, we really did veryvery random stuffs today!
:D
hehe.

anyway, pics will be up SOOOON!
:D
byebye people!:D

2010-02-13T22:21:00.000-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR'S EVE! ;D

hehe, yawn!
im so tired);

grandma &grandpa is at malaysia ALONE!
);
sigh, i wanna fly there badly to visit / accompany them!
but, i cant fucking do it!
D: D: D:

anyway, FUCK you uncle!
i rather you die in australia than coming back!
you suck so much!
i dont feel like seeing you.
the pain you give to me, my family &all,
I HATE YOU FOR IT!

hmm, did last minute shopping today ;D
cab to northpoint at around 12plus.
went to harvey norman first.
than, to this hongkong restaurant to grab a cup of water.
;D

while waitng for xuannie &mummy,
me, choyjing &daddy heads to cotton on to shop.

stupid choyjing!
when am i gonna get my slipper?!?!
);

after that, meet mummy &xuannie at the bus stop.
bus to CWP.
headed to mimosa to buy shoes :D
finally i got my new year's shoe! :D

than, went to metro.
after that, cab home.
:D

after that had reunion dinner with family! :D
ate steamboat cum BBQ!
BBQ hurts my eye badly! );
freaking red sia );

&now, im so tired);
i wanna ton the night with jingtong korkor!
but, i dont know what the hack is he doing now.
stupid him, he promise to call me!
stupid jingtong korkor! );

anyway, thanks so much jianxiong! :D
aiyah, i promise you i wun slash liao luh! :D
hehe, thankyou!

&yea,
byebye :D

2010-02-12T21:05:00.000-08:00

i wanna have a pink penknife!
can i have one ?
):

i miss my daddy);

2010-02-12T19:22:00.000-08:00

YAWN!
im so tired ):

its always like this can, fuck luh!
kns sia.

hmm, yesterday cab-ed to school with hazirah dearest.
i hit my head on the door can.
stupid sia me.

than, assemble.
blahblahblah.
school's per normal.
nothing much to elaborate.

anyway, im gonna fail my geography test BADLY!
);
sigh, i totally screwed luh.

yea, im so screwed.
my sec3 year is screwed.
sigh );

ohyah, cab back home with zhenxiong &edwin.
went to meet choyjing.
after eating, i slept till 7plus.
met mum to get dad's new year shirts.
mum bought for me a new pair of shoes! :D

went home, ate dinner, did homework & sleep.
:D
heeeeeeee.
anyway, today ends school at 12PM.
;D
hohoho.
LOL!

hmm, met hazirah dearest as usual.
bus-ed to school.
yawn, im so tired );

hmm, had CDP first.
than, this fire thingy shit uh.
><
dunno what is it called.

thanthan, yichien go hit brandon till fucking hard sia!
than, i go cheer him up.
step pity him.
hooooohoooo!
:D

recess with yanting :D
aww, love her :D

than, assembly!!!!!!!!!
so boring sia, i wanna fall asleep.

oh you know, the only reason that im going school is cause i wanna go for the geography lesson.
end up, i never go-.-!
stupid sia me...

so yea, met hazirah.
she LALALALA!
(for me to know, for you to find out! :D )

anyway girl, cheerup luh!
my hotline is 24/7 for you! :D

ohyah, bus to CWP.
went to library cause hazirah wanna return books,
went to get hazirah's stuffs.
than, went to popular.
saw edwin &zhenxiong there :D

than, went to meet choyjing with hazirah.
train-ed to orchard.
hazirah continue taking the train.
:D

went to meet choyjing's customer.
than, train-ed back to CWP.
ate KFC :D
ohyah, i was SO hungry that time!

after that, me &choyjing go walkwalk.
till my leg fucking pain can);

anyway, ive yet to buy my new year's shoe...
><
im gonna be bare footed :D
HAHA!

kayluh, byebye.
im so tired );

2010-02-10T22:49:00.000-08:00

hello people ;D

haiz, he's gone to malaysia!);
);

hah, school as usual.
boredBoredBORED!
><

headed to school with hazirah dearest ;D
busbusbusbusbus!
always so slowwwwww..
><

first lesson is POA.
didnt do the homework, kena detention.
><

than, was english.
bored as usual.

MT was next.
go through the test :D
i earn an extra 1mark :D
HAHAH!

recess with xinli, nabil, yanting &ziyin.
;D
funny luh them! :D

than, maths.
boredBoredBORED!!!!!

than, physics.
aiyah, you know.
mr seeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
his cock shit!
D:

after school went to mrtan's homeroom to do POA homework.
thanks xinli for accompanying me :D

after staying back, heads to CWP to meet jingtong korkor, CJ & joanthan.
ate mac :D
hehe.

than, went home study ;D
LALALA!
i got tution...
rush there, had mock test.
stupid, i dunno anything...
><

LALALA!
nothing to blog bout liao.
><
byebye! :D

if love is a poison cup,

2010-02-09T21:02:00.000-08:00

fucking bored, fucking tired.
haiz );

im so tired, so tired, so tired );
i dont feel like doing my homework can! );
SIGH!);

school suck as usual.
you know why ?
cause, i dont understand a single shit that they are talking.
><
sigh, im so gonna flunk this year );

anyway, happy birthday grace! ;D

lessons are as usual,
POA, english, maths, recess, MT & chemistry.

POA lesson is effing fun with mr tan's jokes.
:D

english is effing boring i tell you!
same as maths.
i dont know why, i just cant seems to understand...
><

hmm, during recess,
went to mr tan's homeroom to celebrate grace bday.
;D
than, went to canteen to find yanting, mali &nabil.

than, MT.
dunno what happen to ms hong,
she fucking piss.
><

chemistry, there's test.
im afraid that i'll fail! );

after school, there's CCA.
meet atiqah with rebecca.
on the bus, sat with shamira.
;D

ohmy, she's just so cutteeeee! :D
headed to jurong de police station there.
;D

i keep on kicking keemy's leg.
>< sorry! D:

blahblahblah, &blahblahblah.
reach school at around 5pm.
headed to 7-11 with shamira.
:D
bus home afterwards.

than, went for tution.
had common test.
><
thanthan, went home.

&now, im here blogigng.
:D

aww, im so tired.
byebye! :D

2010-02-07T22:47:00.000-08:00

i need a pair of listening ears.
will you be one ? );

hmm, today was GREAT!
cousins are love !! :D

headed to yangyang's house at around 3plus.
cabb-ed there.

its a GREAT day!
i love my cousins!
:D

ive yet to study for my geog test.
how am i suppose to pass ?
);

sigh, not in the mood to elaborate.
post till here mah.
byebye !

2010-02-06T22:42:00.000-08:00

LALALALA!
ELMO'S WORLD.
HAHA!

fuck sick man! );
haiz, ive miss school for 2days!
i miss school );
i miss my friends badly );
haiz, im still sick luh sia.
cb kns kns kns kns kns.

hmm, today's really a badbad day for choyjing can.
><
so yea, went to meet jingtong korkor @ admiralty bus stop.
went to old interchange.
ugh, whatever shit it is luh.
;D

than, we go there walkwalk.
after that, go KFC.
my sister suddenly panic for no reason.
than, she shouted : ohfuck, i lost wallet.
suay sia, alot people looking at us,
-.-!
than, this cleaner keep looking at us, i smile at hiM.
hahha!

than, choyjing &jingtong korkor go find that time,
im alone at KFC.
);

than, i call them ask them come back, we go find together.
:D
when we going out, got this guy, i dunno him, he suddenly call my name.
uhh, whatever it is luh, not important.
HAHHA!

than, walk here &there.
my sister decided to call the police.
than, we wait for them.
people look at us like we did something wrong.
><
stupid people, isnt it obvious.
we're good students! :D
hehe,

make police report, fucking no use.
they take down your statement &than walk liao.
-.-!
stupid lor.

everything is slow in singapore...
nevermind, im being kinda weird ><

after that, we go CWP.
head to popular, choyjing wanna cancel her poplar card.
after that, we walk home.
;D

stayed home and study.
:D

than, blahblahblah.
kayluh, whatever.
hehe, byebye people!
:D

2010-02-05T21:04:00.000-08:00

life's so tough,
fuck my life!
sigh,
);

im afraid i cant cope with my studies.
);
ive miss school for 2 & a half days.
fuck sia,
kns kns kns kns.
);

2010-02-04T13:31:00.000-08:00

FUCK SICK!
kns eh, i gotta stay at home &rot the whole day!
-.-!
stupid lor.

yesterday i skipped 4hours of lesson.
sigh,wonder how i can cope);
like seriously uh, the sick come at the wrong time!);

hmm, yesterday school totally suck for me.
cause of my freaking irritating flu &cough.

first lesson is POA,
had test than, mrtan start to teach.
;D
i was half dead can!

than, english.
i totally feellike dying luh!
i slept during the whole lesson.
);

during MT lesson,
went to sickbay.
jasmine pei me go.
thankyou! ;D

slept in the sickbay for 1hour &a half hour.
wait for jingtong korkor to come.
no choice, mummy &daddy busy);
thanks so much jingtong korkor!
:D

bus home with jingtong korkor.
ate porridge!);
i cant stand any porridge anymore!
><

than, jingtong korkor watching teevee,
i sleeping :D

than, go meet CJ at the basketball court there.
walk home afterwards.
;D

watch teevee.
than, went for tution.
jingtong korkor&CJ send me there.
than, they went to RP.
the teacher suck, like seriously.

after my tution, went to RP to meet them.
;D
around7plus, walked home.

slept again.
till 9plus, woke up.
ate porridge.
than, sleep again.
><

as for today,
eat sleeo, eat sleep.
like no life sia.
sigh, stupid sick);
);

kay done.
HAHAH!
byebye! ;D

the tide is high,

2010-02-02T23:49:00.000-08:00

im not that kind of girls that give up just like that,
its not the things that you do tease &hurt me bad.
but is the way you do the things you do to me.

school's getting boring &boring day by day.
&you know, the stupid homeroom system thats making me more &more tired);
sigh,
sucky school!);

hmm, school with hazirah dearest.
;D
but, we're late.
><
hehe.
mrloh at there nagnagnag.
fucking funny sia he!
:D

hmm, first lesson is POA.
mrtan thought i never come.
-.-!
stupid luh he.
lesson's fun! :D
super love POA.
;D

next was english.
now, kaien sit beside me :D
hehe,

than, maths.
aiyahyoh, the naggy ass!
D:<

recess with yanting &xinli :D
than, kaien came.
i was copying the MT homework! :D

than, it was MT.
;D

than,chemistry! :D
the lesson that i love the most!
:D
HAHHAHAHAHA!

hmm, after school,
went to counselling room with zhenxiong &edwin.
:D
thanks people!
seriously sia, damn freaking funny!
:D

after that, cab back home with zhenxiong &edwin.
thankyou so much people!
:D

met CJ at the basketball court there.
;D
walk home.

ate steamboat cum BBQ.
:D

after i bathe than, i sleep liao.
><
when i woke up its like 5.40PM.
;D

went to tution.
next week got mock test!
D:

yawn, im so tired);
nitenite people.
;D

ending my post with a thankyou to
: zhenxiong, edwin, hazirah, xinli &brandon ;D

2010-02-01T22:35:00.000-08:00

tears &blood dried up.
but, the pain is still there.
there's nothing else i can do,
but to give up.
even if its not one of the best solution,
but, thats the only choice);
);

2010-02-01T21:58:00.000-08:00

oh, hello byebye!
:D

kayluh, im crazy luh sia.
hehe,
LOL!

went to school with hazirah dearest,
saw weisheng.

assembly,
blahblahblah.
i wasnt paying attention though.
:D

first lesson is PE.
ohsuck,
my leg pain sia.
><

than, was geography.
;D
had this group discussion thingy.
during that, i abit crazycrazy liao.
dont believe, ask xinli they all.
HAHAH!

than, SS.
teacher never come, the geography teacher take over.
had geography lesson.
ohfuck, im gonna flunk my geography.

recess with xinli, nabil &yanting.
:D
they make me laugh till wanna cry.
HAHAHHAHA!

thanthan, english.
boring!

after that was physics.
fail my physics test till damn shit luh!
fuck, im gonna buck up!
&i need to!
i cant play with my sec3 life anymore);
CHOYYU, WAKE UP LUH!

than, was assembly.
instead of assembly, had this interaction thingy with our form teacher :D
mrtan &his jokes.
:D
love them ;D

we need to sell this bear !
its 10dollars &with the PE, its 2dollars extra.
:D
super deee duper cute can! :D

after school, meet hazirah.
headed to CWP.
went to popular than, buy food.
:D

bus back home.
;D

sigh):

2010-01-31T17:48:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NORMAN!
;D

please luh girl,
dont do such lowlife stuffs like spamming can.
if you're not happy, talk face to face &it will be better than way.

sigh, i wanna cry);
cry out loud!);
very badly);

2010-01-30T20:24:00.000-08:00

its so fast since people change! );

WAKE UP LUH CHOYYU!
so many things have happen &you're still lying there doing nothing ?!
sigh):

i cant take it any longer!
);

i maybe smiling,
but inside of me, im dying!
);

i need help, i need support!
);
but, i dont wanna drag you guys down! ):

2010-01-29T21:56:00.000-08:00

SILLY CHOYYU,
);

he promised you not to drink,
you promise him not to slash kay?;D

2010-01-27T23:35:00.000-08:00

oh hello people ;D
back to my long ahma story now! ;D
HAHHAHA!

hmm, its wednesday so, went for Mac breakfast with hazirah dearest ;D
than yea, i forgot to bring my ezlink card -.-!
than, my very pro sister, she say her card got money.
but end up, dont have money -.-!
whatthefuck lor!
HAHAHA!

thanthan, we go eat macmac ;D
thankyou so much hazirah!
;D
she pei me go meet xuanxuan! ;D
aww, love xuanxuan ;D
hehe!

go school, the mr tan (DM) talktalktalktalk.
waste more time luh he!
kuku bird !
><

than, NIC.
its bout online dunno what shit -.-!
lame luh...
HAHA!

first lesson is POA.
im so gonna fail the test.
);

mrtan is funny! ;D
just love his lesson ;D

seriously sia, this few days,
i dont have the mood to study);
expecially when i see those marks);
sigh);

than hmm, next was english.
bored...

than, MT.
dunno what fuck she talking -.-!
><

than, was LAP.
whats the funny part was GRACE'S MISSING!
she thought it was recess or what shit luh!
HAHAHAHAHHAHA!

recess with jiahui, yanting &nabil.
walau, i tell you.
this few days hor, alot people come hit my head lor.
-.-!
the joe, nabil &amos.
stupid them, i go take revenge :@ :@ :@ :@

than, was maths.
wow, i fail my maths test -.-!
fuck luh, im not in the mood to study!
i want the scars to be gone );

than, physics.
go through workbook.
than, test.
fucking gonna fail.
i dunno anything luh can!

ohyah, kaien &the mr see the convo damn funny sia!

after school,
i was so pathetic can!
actually norman want pei me want.
but, he tired.
than, dont want uh.
i tell him go sleep ><

than, nabil pei me walk to the road there.
><
than, i walk to the coffee shop, see got sell porridge.
end up dont have.
than, walked to CWP.
the porridge smells so nice);
makes me wanna eat!);

buy liao than take bus to edwin's house.
meet him under his block.
than, he pei me to the bus stop ;D
thankyou so much! ;D

i go to the interchange,
got this fucking aunty go scam my $2 can!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
stupid kuku bird aunty!
hate it !
than, i keep on complaining to edwin! ;D
HAHAHAH!
thankyou so much!

than, went to RP.
i not in the mood to study.
so, never study ><
haiz, fucking scared gonna retain);

kaien korkor, norman, brandon didi, xinli, hazirah, nabil, yanni jiejie & joe : im so sorry! ):
i didnt know i'll do that toooooooooooooo! );
sorrysorry! );

get well soon edwin ;D
& get well soon jonathan! ;D

kaykay, byebye people.

2010-01-24T23:35:00.000-08:00

fuck my mother,
fuck my life !

thankyou so much edwin!
thankyou so much norman!

get well soon jonathan! ;D

ohwell, ive yet to do my homework!
i wanna slash badly);

the sea wsnts to eat me,

2010-01-23T23:12:00.000-08:00

thoh hello people ;D
ive been getting crazier day by day ):
LOL!
i mean as in a good way ;D

hmm, let me post bout yesterday bah :D
hmm, went to school as usual with hazirah dearest ;D
when we alight, it started to rain.
damn heng lor!
HAHHAAH!

firs lessonis maths.
bored, gotta sit according to index number.
fuck!

than, POA.
mr tan didnt come );
had lessons with mdm boey.
ughh, whatever is her name!
><

MT was fun ;D
got huihui &mali !
;D

recess with the usual.
except, this time got nabil &joe.
than, i go and aim the two!
HAHHA!

CDP next.
fucking boring i swear !
the teacher dunno talk what shit sia.
-.-!
so bored you know !

hmm, after school, wait for hazirah.
than, bus home togheher.
she talk freaking loud kay!
HAHAHA!

than, went home.
fucking parents with their fucking attitude.
-.-!
i dont live for your fucking attitude kay! ;D

pei CJ go for her CCA.
cause, our fucking mother wants her to go.
-.-!
i didt went for mine ;D
causecause, keemy not going.
than, sian liao lor...

went home afterwards ;D
around 5plus went to meet CJ.
fucking parents with their shit ass attitude again!
fuck luh weyh!

went SAKAE afterwards ;D
paid for my own food! ;D
proud die me ;D
HAHAH!
first time luh weyh!
its like 18dollars plus.

SAKAE sure is fun !
ate with jingtong korkor,bruce &ben.
i tell you, we joke till like dunno what luh!
ohyah, jingtong korkor lost his phone &this china guy pick up &returned to him!
so kind of him.
LOL!

home afterwards ;D

hmm, today went study with jingtong korkor,choyjing &choyxuan at RP.
;D

kay luh, byebye ;D

ps, i hope you'll change!);

2010-01-21T19:55:00.000-08:00

H E L L O P E O P L E !
;D

here to update again ;D

hmm, went to school with hazirah dearest ;D
met her at admiralty.
headed to school than.

first lesson was maths.
he talk& talk& talk.
&we write& write& write.
like bo ending de leyh.
><

hmm, next was geog.
bit bored uh.

followed by social studies.
ohgod, its so bored!);

recess with the usual ;D
manage to hit JOE! ;D
sigh, NABIL, cheerup!
;D

hmm, after that was english ;D
i tell you, the relief teacher de accent damn freaking funnnnnnnnny!
;D
sat beside josephine ;D

last period was chemistry ;D
chemistry freaking fun luh ;D
HAHAH!

afterwards, mdm lim talk to me.
bout i know she know, xinli know ;D
HAHAHHA!

sigh, i really hope you can change kay! ;D
everyone's hoping that!

went home alone!);
celine send me to the bus stop ;D

took the bus &saw hazirah ;D
afterwards, saw junwei.
;D
AHAHHAHA!

walk-ed to riverside to meet CJ.
ellson say he saw me.
when i didnt see him...
kay, lame!

peikai ask me meet him.
freaking lazy!
expecially when i reach home, i'll feel like sleeping ~
sorry eh!

around 6plus, went to fetch xuanniekins with CJ!
saw joe.
actually, i thought i saw the wrong person ><
than, joe come find us.
he walked to CWP, we walk home.
;D

ohcrap, im not gonna go CCA tomorrow!
keemy told me that he's not going.
so yea, im not gonna go too.
freaking bored luh weyh!
like no friends there!);
sigh);

kay, done.
bye people ;D

2010-01-20T19:51:00.000-08:00

HELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLO !
;D

kaykay, lame.
<

school's boring, i swear !
went to school with hazirah dearest ;D
saw xinli on the bus.
actually, i didnt.
saw her when she get down nia...

hmm, first lesson was POA.
bored...
kayluh, not that bad.

next was english.
boredboredbored!!!!

MT was next.
write &write &write -.-!
like no life sia.

recess with the usuals :D

after that was maths.
had test.
><
not very hard but, not very easy also ><

after that was physics.
sat beside junyi!
);
he go use the file hit my head!
freaking pain luh weyh.

after school plan to meet CJ &jingtong korkor at riverside sec de.
instead, meet at cwp.
ate Mac for lunch.
walk-ed to RP afterwards :D

studied :D
around 6PM, walked to xuanniekins school.
saw daddy there.
walked home afterwards ;D

ohyah, people out there.
dont comment bout others when you arent any better!
at least she can do something that you CANT !
such a copycat, such a flirt.
ohmygod!
please get a fucking life !

THANKYOU SO MUCH NORMAN KOR!
CJ YOU BETTER CHEERUP KAY!

kaykay, done.
jingtong korkor is disturbing me!
&im gonna get my revenge now !
byebye people :D

2010-01-19T22:22:00.000-08:00

);
im so not in the mood!);
pathetic shit eh? );

ive yet to do my homework &i dont know what homework i have!);
damn shit luh weyh!

ohyah, school's boring!!!!

hmm, cab to school with Hazirah dearest :D
cause, she woke up late );

reach school,assembly &stuffs.
first lesson was POA.
uh, was okayokay luh.
but, abit tiring nia );

next was English :D
funnyfunny :D
got the guy, (idontknow what's his name) go tell KaiEn i go slash!!!
i never lor!);
xinli saw.
than, she thought i gonna slash.

hey people out there,
i didnt luh kay!
dont worrk too much! :D
but, abit tempting luh ><
sigh);

ohyah, back to the story.
English was fun. :D

next was Maths, FUCKING boring
i tell you!

recess with BK, xinli &yanting :D
heard that celine case.
sigh, dont know what to do);
cant help her though);

JOE FREAKING USE THE WATER BOTTLE HIT MY FOREHEAD!!
STUPID HIM!
than, i go chase him.
walau, so tired!

nabil like very tired, sad, piss...
);
sigh);

next lesson was MT.
chatted with huihui all the way! :D
without her, confirm sian de lor...

than was Chemistry :D
sat beside (dunno who) :D
funny sia he! :D

after school, meet yanting.
saw joe, chase him.
amos go hit me.
stupid! );
kena so many hits can!
than, i go hit them back.
WAHAHA! ;D
funny sia !

walk-ed to bus stop with yanting :D
abitabit not in the mood);
sigh,whatever luh weyh.
its not my fault!

alighted at the bus stop after CWP.
text ellson, no reply.
(stupidstupid)
text CJ afterwards.
cause, dont feel like going back alone.
><

bus-ed to Riverside sec.
saw this guy that went back home with celine.
talk to him, meet CJ afterwards :D
walked home afterwards :D

eat lunch &i slept! ><
woke upat 5PM.
bath &prepared.

went to tution with CJ.
there'sonly 3pathetic kids (including me)
&both of the people is guy!! &im the only girl!
bored die me);
but, the teacher rock luh! :D
hehe!
super duper cold though! );

mummy, xuanniekins &CJ fetch me home :D
ohyah, i found out that one of this tution mate of mine is in the same school as Norman! :D
kay, random ><>

2010-01-18T20:20:00.000-08:00

hellohello people :D

ugh crap, fucking hate the homeroom system can!
making me sick &tired of school!
maybe after going school for few months, i might consider not going.
><

just total fuck luh can!
changing classes every lesson, you think very fun uh?
whatthefuck luh weyh!
its fucking tired &make me fucking dont wanna go school.
&thanks to your fucking idea, lesser &lesser people arent interested bout going to school!

school with hazirah dearest :D
i saw jianxiong yesterday :D
LOL!

school's a bore.
changing classes every lesson, so freaking bored &freaking tired!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
make me wanna sleep~

hmm, lesson's a more normal.
PE, geography, social studies, recess, english, physics &assembly.
bored day.
but, friends cheer me up :D

aww, they rock so much!
:D :D

sigh, silly brother of mine);

2010-01-17T16:01:00.000-08:00

giving up isint one of the best solution);

2010-01-15T22:24:00.000-08:00

);

life's a game &its not fair.

2010-01-14T22:50:00.000-08:00

aww edwin, dont look down on me!
:D
wahaha!

ugh crap, there's CCA tomorrow.
&it's gonna suck like shit?
ive got to pin up my fringe, pull up my socks &my skirtttttt!
ugh crap, im not gonna care luh.
pumping than pumping...
idontcare :D

kaykay,
byebye people!
:D

2010-01-13T20:54:00.000-08:00

ugh crap, having a badbad tummyache);

ohyah, cheerup xinli!
im so sorry!

time cant be change

2010-01-12T21:37:00.000-08:00

NO MORE FOOLING AROUND CHOYYU!

WAKE UP FROM THIS DREAM OF YOURS!

time makes people change.

&now, time will change me.

the problematic girl, the bad or what so ever girl that you guys have been seeing/thinking, is gonna change :D

i wanna change badly!

i dont wanna retain my sec3 can! ):

im afraid of manymany things.

all those things that i hide, no one can dig it up.

no one will mend it for me, no one will help me.

cause i know, this thing, i must have a end to it MY OWN!

if i ask people for help &all,

i WUN grow.

i wun grow to be an independent girl,

i cant keep relying on you, thinking that you will help me everytime.

cause one day, everyone will separate.

BUT, dont drop me down in the middle of nowhere.

i dont need to rely on people.

but, i need people to be with!

i need you guys! );

im afraid of losing my friends! );

those that really showered me with care, love &concern.

im afraid that you all will dump me out of a sudden);

like what my exboyf did to me);

i cant be dump out of a sudden);

i'll totally break down!

i dont wanna live without you all! ):

turning into a new leaf might be a bigbig step for me.

action speaks louder than words.

but, this is true &its gonna happen.

ive fooled my whole 8years of studies,

& this time i aint gonna let my parents to be disappointed in me,

&i dont want people to look down on me too!

this particular friend of mine, send me this

: thats the choyyu words ive been waiting to hear for the past 2years! people see you as ahlian,i say to myself that you will change. but talk also no use, action speak louder than words.good luck on your attempt to change. how to change you should know luh.

if im not gonna change now,

my sucky attitude &my sucky results will forever follow me.

i cant change the time but i can change myself!

hah, wish me luck :D

you dont pull me down,

2010-01-11T21:20:00.000-08:00

hello readers.
:D

fuck homeroom system man !
so tiring &waste of time.

hmm, was gonna go school with hazirah dearest.
but since xinli banana hand pain, accompanied her instead.
:D
paiseh uh hazirah.
><

hmm, bus-ed to school.
walked there.
reached there, went canteen.

had assembly first.
fucking waste of time !

first lesson was PE.
hate PE!
i cant freaking breathe.
luckily got xinli sia!
even though her hand pain, she still pei me .
:D
tyty!

next was geography.
i sat down at the toilet ouside level4 luh.
than, xinli went in class to call jiahui out.
thankyou so much! :D
hmm, my geography teacher never come -.-!
bring so many book for nothing...

next was recess.
:D
with the usuals?
xinli, yanting & jiahui :D

next was social studies.
had group work :D

went down the staircase, stupid joe go hit my head.
dont think i short than i cannot see you hor!! :D
had english lesson,
did compo.

after that was physics.
bored like hell.
i feel like sleeping can...
ohyah, thankyou so much kaien! :D

after school, headed to cwp.
dont feel like elaborating.
><

sigh, i wun freaking slash already uh.
(unless something happen)
you see, so many people forbid me to do it.

Joe (if i did slash, he'll ignore me forever. which i dont wish to happen)
Norman (if i did, i guess, he'll ignore me too? idk)
Nabil, XinLi, HuiHui, Hazirah, JingTong korkor, Rubern, KaiEn,
&, i forget liao.
-.-!
ive got freaking short term memory lor...

kayluh,
enough of my crap.
:D
byebye people! :D

): i lost my domo keychain!);

2010-01-08T15:36:00.000-08:00

):
):

our schoolgot this home room system thingy.
its so freaking crap can!
you go up, down, up &down again.
-.-!
tiring sia!

expecially when we need to carry a freaking heavy bag!
shit luh...
& school thinks this way is better.
-.-!

sigh,
CCA day suck shit luh!
it was raining -.-!
our booth was my form class, which is mr tan's kok young home room.

i wanted to take this CCA day to see if i should ever go back for CCA.
& i guess, i WUN go back anymore.
sigh);

i just totally hate CCA.
expecially when msyap give that fucking new rules!
like whatthefuck !

haiz, forget bout it.
hmm, after the dumbass CCA,
headed to 903bus stop &alighted at CWP.
meet jingtong korkor, jinxiang korkor, amanda jiejie &yangyang at timezone outside.
buy ticket, than went to Burger King to eat.

went to watch movie after that.
:D
watch old dogs.
freaking funny sia!

after the show, went to buy bubble tea.
:D
afterwards, stand outside the MRT there.
walk-ed home with jinxiang korkor after that.
:D
tyty!

hmm, today.
went to meet Joe &Nabil.
headed to CWP.
cab-ed home.

paiseh uh, didnt meet you guys afterwards,
was sleeping.
hehe.

im not in the mood to elaborate.
);

byebye!

2010-01-08T11:52:00.000-08:00

i went for freaking CCA just now.
for no freaking effing reason!
it suck like shit,
hah.

but, luckily got people pei me :D
hehe!

there's soooooooooooo many people that i wanna thank!
especially joe, nabil, yanting, hazirah, xinli &weiting!
:D

joe's super great guy!
:D
ask him buy water for me, end up treating me.
wahaha!
idontcare, im returning you :D
&when im bored, give him a text
& he'll be entertaining me :D

nabil accompanied me through all those bored times can!:D

yanting accompanied me to school :D

hazirah waited for me!
for freakng few hours can!
:D

hah,
im so bored);

i feel like dropping out from CCA!
);

you guys just dont understand how i feel.
);

2010-01-07T23:14:00.000-08:00

HELLLLLLLO!
;D

i just suck too much.
totally shit luh!);

school's okay,
studystudy& study.

kaybye.
(i dont even know why did i blog luh!)

2010-01-06T20:30:00.000-08:00

you're a true friend,

you're here till the end.

you pull me aside when something aint right,

you talk me now and into the night.

til its alright again.

2010-01-03T09:21:00.000-08:00

helllllllllllo people!
:D

its 3AM in the morning &i cant get to sleep);
uh crap):
sigh);

hmm, im gonna update photos!
:D

ohyah, all this aint in sequence kay!
cause, i dont even remember when is when.
HAHAH!

preparationfor jonathan bday!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JONATHAN!

my mummy's bday!
:D
celebrate it at malaysia :D

during xiao han jiejie's bday party :D

SAKAE with cousins! :D

ohmy, i just love it!

when tritri went home);

aww, i miss you );

on this particular day, my sister bought this for us :D

this is during my dearest mummy bday :D

outings with the cousins :D
on that day, (which i dont even know when)
i think, its on a saturday :D
went to watch Avata 3D &headed to sentosa :D

2010-01-03T01:10:00.000-08:00

ohfuck,

school's opening in the next day?

);

ugh crap!

ive yet to find my homework!

and, i did like half of it already?

total crap can);

im so sick);

is it me or school reopening thats making me sick?

);

hmmhmm,

today or yesterday?

ugh crap whatever.

went to uh,

oh, i woke up at 12plus?

thanthan, went out at 2plus.
:D

train-ed to city hall! :D

than, headed to singapore flyer de sky deck for flea market :D

bought this slogan tee for 5dollars.

afterwards, bused to dhoby ghaut.

went to eat just acia! :D

ordered the herbal chicken, deep friend chicken &just chickenwings :D

freakingeffing nice :D

&the total bill is 18dollars &73cents.

hmm, after that, headed to vivo city with jonathan and sister :D

went to the top floor there :D

played with water :D

&took pics with cjjj! :D

afterwards headed to the pets shop :D

jonathan bought 2hamsters!!!! :D

ohmy, starting to fall in love with hamster!!

while he's paying for the bill, which costs 200plusplus,

me &cj heads to daiso :D

afterwards, cab home.

ohyah, there's this stupid shit ass girl, came to irritate me on MSN!

freak her man!

ohyah,

thankyou so much joleen mei! :D

kay, done:D

2010-01-01T23:47:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JONATHAN!

ugh crap,

school's starting in 2more days &ive yet to do my homework.

im so screwed up can!

& i dont even know where i put it.

i only remember its inside a file, which is inside CJ's room!

and now, its missing.

oh well, wish me luck!

as you all should know, me &my sister had this little mini countdown party at our house.

cousins are here for sleepover!

whatever that happen in the morning, i totally forget.

but, i remembered what happen in the evening.
(great mind i have eh?;D)

hmm, at around 8plus 9, went to meet yangyang at CWP.

he's SO smart that he took the opposite of the bus!

hah,

went to sportslink first &headed to sweet talk.

while waiting for jingtong korkor, we headed to Mac to eat:D

after that, went to meet jingtong korkor at MRT station there.

walked to 888plaza, went to buy party poppers, balloons& wrapping paper.

after that, headed back home.

have our dinner &watched 17again.

yangyang, jingtong korkor, jinxiang korkor &yukang korkor went to setup the mahjong.

afterwards, we went to shop &save to buy tidbits:D

on the way there, yangyang keep going to random people saying :'happy new year'

ohmy, i better bring him for a mental checkup!

HAHAH!

he's such a kukubird!

went home, the guys started playing mahjong till 3plus ?

watched my girlfriend is a agent:D

super dee duper funny :D

slept at 6plus.

the kukubird yangyang keep on kicking me!

:@ :@ :@

YANGYANG, BEWARE! I'LL TAKE MY REVENGE SOMEDAY!

WAHAHAHAHAH!

&guess what, the 2brothers didnt bathe for 24hours!

smelly die!

im so lazy to post bout jonathan's bday party.

);

lazylazy!

but, its fun!

& i dont lie!

kaykay,

done for now.

byebye people!

2010-01-01T01:55:00.000-08:00

school's gonna start in a few more days time!
);

& i didnt even done my homework yet!);

people are making their new year resolution.
& im gonna have mine too!
:D

new year resolutions :

get over you! (its so hard,but ive tried;D)
i wanna study hard. no more playing a fool!
cut down using computer &watching of teevee!
sleep early &wake up early.
never be late to school ANYMORE!
no more copying of homeworks!
no more enemy &no more fights);
grow TALLER! (which i cant freaking do it)
i wanna cut down on all the vulgar!
i wanna be a goodgood girl again);
cut down on all those slashing!

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

2009-12-31T19:07:00.000-08:00

i wanna change myself in the year 2010!

2009-12-31T18:34:00.000-08:00

2009 will be gone in a few more hours,
& a new year is waiting for us!
:D

read if you got a few mintues to spare.
:D

this year, ive learn that you cant take everything for granted. friends aint always there for you. only true friends does.

when i started to quarrel with you, its like something that i never wanted to happen! but than, it stil did happen. one after one after one! but so, when you're my best friend, you'll be there no matter what happen to me. even if i quarreled with your best friend, you're still here for me, helping me &guiding me! thankyousomuchceline!

this year, ive been spending less time with my bestest friend, HAZIRAH! she's found her bunch of friends &ive got mine. but NO matter what happen to me, she'll always be by my side, helping me. she teaches me to be independent:) even though we may quarrel, she will still be here with me. when i need a listening ear badly, you'll be listening to my craps &helping me! i HATE going to CCA alot! but still, you're still able to force me go:D accompany me to school, to CCA &back home. people out there might be saying bout me, talking bad bout me. i remember the day when i slashed &you found out, you were pissed at me (i think so) but still, you're stil there to be with me! when msteo ask me out &she ask bout the slash than, i cried. but, you still went to the toilet, to comfort me &make me smile again. when you got your oral at shcool, you still take the effort to celebrate my bday with me. whereas, i just gave you a smallsmall present); (but dont worry, i'll get you a BIG one next year!) but still, you're here to help me! without you, i really dont know what to do! thankyou so much for putting up with my shitty attitude! i dont know what to say, but just THANKYOUSOMUCH!

after ive been in 2F, i started hanging out with xinli. we put those silly quarrels behind &started being close friends again.you're my sweetest addiction! whenever im in trouble, you will still be with me! you will never leave me alone. when a fight appears, we'll talk things out &make sure it'll be okay! when i slash, you werent angry at me. but still accompany me &comforting me! thanks for putting up with my shitty attitude! THANKYOU SO MUCH! (;

my older sister, plays a important part in my life! she's been there accompany me &comforting me. even though we may have our little childish quarrels, she's still by my side, helping me. even if i slash, she wun be angry. but, talking to me for the whole night! as you all should know, i hate going CCA alot! there's this day, i need to go for my freaking CCA, for some fucking test that i passed but i guess, my stupid bias teacher didnt let me. i wanted to escape. &she helped me!:D but still, i need to go back-.-! (freaking ass bias teacher!) she waited for me for 5freaking hours! &its raining! even if i quarreled with my mum, she'll still be there protecting me, getting beaten for no reason! just to protect me! when i quarreled with my friends, she'll still be there siding me &helping me! ILOVEYOUSISTER!

my younger sister, plays an important role in my life too! she will be there, listening to my craps.(i dont even know if she understand ><) but still, she's still by my side! :D got one night, i cried! so badly that no one know! only she. she woke up and told me: erjie, dont cry already luh! meimei love you! even we have our little stupid quarrles, you're still here with me!:D &now, im telling you JIEJIELOVEYOUTOO!

my parents, are the pillar to my life! they're freaking important in my life! without them, i really wun be here, typing all these! i know mum&dad, you all wun be reading! HAHAH! but, nevermind luh;D its the thoughts that counts eh? you know, my dad is super deeeeeeee duper good?! i HATE going CCA! & told him to write letters, he'll just write! when i told him that i dont wnna go school, he'll just bring me to the doctor! whatever i want, he'll give it to me! like today, i wanted to buy this pink colour bag, he said he's gonna buy for me! but, my old bag isnt spoilt at ALL! he's the greatest &the most wonderful dad i can ever find! he'll pay for my movies, my food &whatever i wanna buy! there's this particular day, i told my dad that i wanted to eat 'rou gan', he went to chinatown to quee for me! &its during the new year season! the quee is freaking effing long! as for my mum, even though she may beat me &scold me, she's still here with me! no matter what happen to me, she'll be here! she'll wake early in the morning just to help me buy the fishballs i wanna eat! (my parents say that im very picky with foods!) she'll even lie to my CCA teachers, telling them that im sick& wun be able to attend! she'll accompany me to CCK just to get my card replace! (for the second or third time already!) she'll always me there for me! even when she's troubled with the stupid uncle problem, she'll not spill ANY of her problems to us! DADDY, MUMMY ILOVEYOU!

cousins are important to me too! they make my day! like totally can! expecially the gang that i hang out with!:D

jingtong korkor is a greatgreat guy! any girl that date him, will definetly be HAPPY!:D he'll listen to my crpas late at night, walk me &my sisters home during midnight! treating me &my sisters to lunch when you get your pays! (ohmy, i owe you so much!) accomapny me & my sisters when we wanna go out! like that time when my sister wanna go to flea.fly.flo.fun, jingtong korkor accompanied us till late evening! even if its just shopping, he'll still be with us! &the other time when we wanna go night safari for the halloween thingy, he'll accompany us go! no matter how busy he is, he'll still accompany us!

yangyang is the funniest guy among us! he'll tell jokes that are like toal craps! he so dont look like a sec1 kid!:D but still, he's kind &sweet!

jinxiang korkor is great though;D

fiona jiejie is my bestest cousins that i can ever get! she'll listen to my craps late at night, accompany me out in the morning! no matter what, she wun leave me alone! no matter where she is, just give her a call &she will accompany me!:D

amanda jiejie, im not really close to her this few years! except this year! she'll start hanging out with us:D

have drifted further &further from yufong &yukang korkor! ); yufong korkor, you owe us! :D ILOVEYOUALL!

kaien korkor. for whatever you did, im not sure what to do now!); its like so whatthefuck?! have a good trip though!:D

rubern! thanks for accompany me till late at night! putting up with my shitty attitude!;D listening to my craps!:D

i guess, thats all?;Dif i ever miss out on anyone, im so sorry!);

2010, i hope that it will be a better year! ;D

2009-12-29T23:14:00.000-08:00

ugh fuck,

my head hurts !

);

school's reopening in few more days,

& ive yet to do my holiday homework !

);

2009-12-27T21:55:00.000-08:00

by deleting it,
doesnt means that everything's OVER !
the pain you give,
its still inside.

in the outside,
i may forgive you.
but deep down in,
i DONT !
i dont wish to forgive you,
i dont want to !

its SO hard to give you another chance when you dont even cherish the one i given you.

2009-12-27T18:35:00.000-08:00

she cries when he love,

she dies when he lies.

2009-12-25T23:41:00.000-08:00

HOHOHO !

MERRY CHRISTMAS !

and yea,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAIEN KOR !

2009-12-24T22:37:00.000-08:00

you'll have to cry me out,

the tears that i fall,

mean nothing at all,

its time to get over myself.

2009-12-23T22:23:00.000-08:00

;D

xiaohan's jiejie birthday is hell total boring !
(no offence)

seriously luh,
luckily cousins were there.
:D

hmm,
dont feel like talking bout the bday party though.
><

for today,
woke up at 8plus,
bus-ed to changi airport.
send tritri back home.
);

xuanniekins cry till very badly lor.
);
ohmy,
she totally miss her.
);

bus-ed back home,
sleep!
:D

2pm,
bathe &prepared.
:D

around 2plus,
headed downstairs,
cab-ed with mummykins to cwp,
went to DBS bank with her.
cause,
she wanna withdraw cash for us.
:D

went to meet maid at burger king.,
went there,
there's no sign of her.
call-ed mum,
she say they at OCBC bank le.
-.-!

headed to OCBC,
mum took xuannikins with her.

me &sis heads to sakae.
:D

had total fun there luh !
:D

ohyah,
there's this friend of jingotng,
double order their food,
than,
give us all of it !

ate till 5plus 6.
:D

i total love going out with the cousins!
:D

went for christmas shopping with them,
went home with dad at 7plus.

stay tune readers !
:D

2009-12-20T22:26:00.000-08:00

i dont want you guys to see me cry,

i dont want you guys to see the fake smile.

no matter how fake it is,

im trying my best,

i dont want to be the silly girl that you people know,

2009-12-19T23:20:00.000-08:00

hello people !
;D

im b-a-c-k !
:D

im super deeeeee duper tired.
):
sigh,

hmm,
my sister woke me up at 10.45am for no reason !
cause,
im suppose to wake up like 11am ?
stupid her.

bathe &prepared.
went out of house at 11.45am
headed to 7-11 cause im hungry &thirsty.
met up with jingtong korkor &amanda jiejie there.
trained to khatib,
alighted cause of the slowslow yangyang.
hehe !

missed 1train.
cause,
we're waiting for jinxiang korkor.
headed to vivo city after that.
;D

went to GV first,
to buy the movie tickets.
& the seats are like filling fast.
so,
we only got the very first row !

after buying the tickets,
headed to Mac to eat.
thanks to dearest jingtong korkor,
bring us to the wrong direction !

ate,
& walked back to the cinema at 2.30pm
the stupid ads are like so looooong can !
watch avator 3D.
seriously,
i dont understand the WHOLE movie.
& i was actuallllllly sleeping can !
for the seats &air con,
i paid $13 for it.
><

after movie,
the guys went to timezone while the girls went daiso.
;D

after walking at daiso,
headed to timezone to look for them.
i dont understand why guys like playing timezone so much can.
><

seeing them play is like so bored,
so,
me, CJ & amanda went for a walk.
:D

after that,
met up with the guys
& headed for dinner at Japenese Gourment town.

after eating,
headed to Sentosa for awhile,
back to vivo city.

played at the open-air playground,
played at the rooftop water feature in sky park.
;D

after that,
train-ed home,
alighted at admiralty
& cab-ed home.
;D

going out with them,
is the best thing ever !
;D

jokes & chats!
;D

you guys are the best,
totally,
you hear to my problems,
talking to me.
;D

thankyou so much !
;D

iloveyouallmanymany !
;D

2009-12-18T20:58:00.000-08:00

you guys are the greatest joy in my life,

i love you cousins !

2009-12-16T20:17:00.000-08:00

UGH !
FUCK YOU !

seriously,
get a fucking life you fucker !
totally !

guess what,
my fucking aunt,
cried for no reason.
like what the fuck can !

totally shit luh she !
seriously uh,
if you think that WE'RE the one that's at fault,
than,
why do you bother to cry like a crybaby infront of us ?

you want people to pity you ?
hell no !
im so not gonna fall for your shit ass trick can !

my mum may be stupid,
my aunt maybe stupid,
but IM NOT !

whatthefuck,
you say that i dont understand what you're saying,
hmm,
what you trying to mean eh ?
my MT suck ?
please luh hor,
i PASS my MT for the whole of my life &never fail before can !

you make my mum thinks that its our fault,
making us take the blame for you.
you said you're very not happy with me.
SO WHAT,
I DONT GIVE A DAMN TO YOU KAY !

if you wanna go around,
telling people how bad i am to you,
GO AHEAD !

you make my mum thinks that ive spoiled your holiday mood,
FYI,
I DIDNT !

please,
you're the one making problems BIG,
wanting OTHERS to think that is our fault,
& end up,
you yourself getting hurt !

oh &yah,
you come my house,
ordering me to do this &do that.
whatthefuck can !

&your son,
use thelappy & didnt let MY younger sister use.
whatthefuck!

totally crap !

i need you by my side,
i want you !
):
):

2009-12-15T23:38:00.000-08:00

im back.
;D

so tired can.
):

sigh,
the stupid plane delayed for 45mins in the air looking for Singapore.
like whatthehell!
><

im given all up,
im taking back my love.
):

2009-12-14T22:33:00.000-08:00

im so sick & tired of it,
i wanna live on.
but, i just cant.
like it totally suck can ):

ps,
i'll be back tomorrow !
;D

2009-12-13T08:26:00.000-08:00

i wanna fly away.

to a world,

without you.

2009-12-12T23:20:00.000-08:00

hello people!
;D

sigh,
im still sick.
like what the hell can !
):

crap meat,
):

sighhhhhhhhh !

cause after all of this,
i guess i should just stop thinking of you & move on.
but no matter what,
everything little place reminds me of you,
i dotnt wanna drag you down.
so,
im gonna do it my own way.
):

2009-12-11T05:22:00.001-08:00

HELLLLLLO PEEPS !
;D

lets seeeeee,
im so bored right now.
fuck !
):

hmm,
blog bout today bahhh.

since im having fever, flu & sore throat.
i didnt went shopping with mum, dad, CJ & xuanniekins this morning.
):

so yea,
stayed in the hotel all by MYSELF !
):
saddddd eh ?
><

around 9plus,
woke up,
& headed to pratunam market.
:D
shop &shop &shop !
:D

too bad,
im sick.
-.-!
so, didnt realllly have the mooood !

around 4plus,
headed to chinatown to eat & shop !
;D

ate at this dim sum stall.
;D
damn freaking nice !
thats like my first &last meal ?
><

than,
went to shop for xuannikins stuffs.
;D

afterwards,
cab-ed back to the hotel.
;D

and yea,
now blogging !
;D

sigh,
i totally miss you can !
):

2009-12-10T17:50:00.000-08:00

hellohello !

as you all know,
im at Thailand now !
;D

and,
im down with fever, flu & cough !
damn fuck lor.
pffft,
saddening can !
):

sigh,
stay tune !
:D

2009-12-08T23:48:00.000-08:00

):

im simply tired.
T-I-R-E-D!
totally!

this will be the last post before im off to Thailand!
;D
i so wanna get out from Singapore!

i dunno why,
this feeling fates.
its never gonna come back again.
cause, im not the choyyu you once know.
so whatever it is,
you DONT need to give a shit bout me.

2009-12-07T23:07:00.000-08:00

FUCK EVERYTHING CAN ,

TOTALLY !

one day when the timing comes,

something might really happens to me,

im not gonna say what.

but just, wish me all the best!

im so sick & tired of all this crying & shit.

i totally hate this feeling,

does anyone knows?

the answer is totally next to NO ONE!

nobody will know how i feels.

cause,

simple.

cause,

YOU'RE NOT ME!

thats all!

i didnt want to hurt anyone,

& this post DONT mean to hurt anyone!

i know that you people care,

its just that,

im the one that didnt tell ANYONE!

everyone gotta learn from their lesson.

& im gonna learn from mine too.

my lesson is

: STOP stressing anyone.

ive stress MANYMANY people with my own freaking problems.

& now, im gonna stop it.

you people are trusted.

but than,

i just dunno.

after you're gone,

im totally lost in this world,

im trying to move on,

but i totally cant):

2009-12-01T17:03:00.000-08:00

hello people.
;D

these are the photos that ive promise.
;D

i guess,
i didnt upload some.
><

enjoy.
;D

ps, they are all in random orders.
:D

BATAM!

XUANNIEKINS GRADUATION DAY!

FLEA MARKET!

AJISEN WITH COUSINS!

FIONA JIEJIE'S HOUSE!

2009-12-01T14:14:00.000-08:00

hello oh hello readers!
;D

im finally back from Batam.
:D

fun yet enjoyable trip.
:D

hmm,
i seriously have nothing to update.
just you know,
rotrot & more rot!
):

i'll be at Thailand on the 9th dec till idk.
><

kay,
freak it,
ive got nothing to blog.
><

im gonna post the photos now.
so yea,
enjoy.
:D

byebye!
;D

2009-11-27T23:59:00.000-08:00

):
imissyou!):
haiz,
fuck it!

oh hello readers!
;D
will be wondering why im able to blog eh?
HAHA!
currently, im at Batam,
NOVOTEL.
;D

the room here is effing nice can!
& the bed is effffffind big!
:D

hmm,
lets see.

today,
my dearest mum woke me up at 9AM.
when im like sleeping so soundly can!
):

bathe & prepare.
xuannikins was at tution,
so, gotta wait for her.
;D

10AM,
headed down to the 911 bus stop.
waited for xuannekins & daddy there.
took 911,
headed to CWP.

train-ed to Harbour Front.
Jonathan came to send us.
;D
haha.

when we reach there,
check in & stuffs.
the ferry ride is 45mins.
fastfast.
:D

once we reach there,
there's this guy,
holding mummy's name
& looking for us.

followed him,
headed to the van.
the effing weather is so effing hot can!
stupid weather!
& the effing air con,
in the effing van,
is so effing hot!
dunno why they'll install a fucking air con which dont produce air!

afterwards,
there's a 15-20 mins ride to the hotel.
as usual,
check in.

me, xuannkins & CJ stayed in room 353,
while our dearest dad & mum stayed inroom 352.
grandpa, grandma, aunt & uncle is being separated.
><

after we settle down in the hotel,
headed to this fish head soup shop to have our lunch.
:D

than, went shoppig& shopping& shopping!
:D

dinner was KFC.
pity grandpa, grandma & dad.
they didnt eat much.
><
cause,
me & xuanniekins are like so hungry,
so, we ate lotslotslots!
:D

after dinner,
bathe.
me, xuanniekins, CJ, mum &dad headed to BCS.
(whatever luh, dunno what shit ass shopping mall!)

shop& shop& shop& shop!
:D

went back at around 10plus.
:D

ps, there's this stupid change in time between Singapore & Batam.
which makes me so piss.
& their money is not like 1dollr, 10dollar or 100dollar.
its like 10000dollars, 50000dollars or 100000dollars.
so confusing!
):

let me see,
ive got so many photos to upload.
the genting trip,
the consert,
batam
& i forget le.
><

kaykay,
xuanniekins wanna play games now.
:D
stay tune folks!
:D

2009-11-27T09:33:00.000-08:00

HELLO READERS!!!!!!!!!!
;D

i'll be away on a holiday from today till Sunday.
><

so yea,
once im back,
all photos will be up!
;D

seeya!

2009-11-25T22:03:00.000-08:00

hello people,
its bean so long since ive ever blog.
:D

like 3days?
hehe!
;D

paiseh uh,
wasnt in the mood.
><

hmm,
bout Monday.
bring xuannkins for her first day tution.
;D

i was like sitting down there for 1whole hour can!
so tired, so sleepy):
haiz):

hmm,
afterwards,
Fionakins & Amanda jiejie came our house at around 11plus.
;D

ate steamboat cum BBQ.
;D
effing nice!
;D

hmm,
played Game Of Life.
:D

than,
headed to Bukit Batok to meet JingTong korkor.
:D

headed to CSC.
played bowling there.
:D

effing fun,
effing nice!
days out with cousins is the best!
;D

hmm,
train-ed home at 5plus.
:D

headed to CWP de market thingy shit.
walk-ed around there.
;D
jingtong korkor treat us food,
CJ treat us water.
;D
than, i uh,
at there eat & drink!
:D
but, im still so small size.
HAHA!

hmm,
afterwards,
went to a place beside the POSB machine there.
mum get this dunno what shit ass card.
><

after that,
jingtong korkor & us,
headed to Sea Horse.
wemt to look for CJ's queen size bed.
:D
cant find any.
><

headed home at around 8 or 9plus.
:D

hmm,
Tuesday,
rot at home the WHOLE day.
i guess,
i slept for the whole day luh!
like, seriously!
;D

hmm,
today.
:D

woke up at 8plus.
bring xuanniekins to her PriSchool.
than,
me & CJ went to hear this talk!
so effing boring!
& their english so qiguai de.
><

11plus,
went home.
change & prepare.

headed to North Point to meet Fionakins & amanda jiejie!
;D

we saw 2weirdweird people uh!
first is this young boy,
standing at TheBodyShop,
holding this mask thingy.
posing as a model there.
damn effing funny!
:D

next,
this guy is creepy.
he stands there,
& keep saying stuffs that human dont understand!
& he came near us luh!
><

went to eat at the Japanese restaurant.
;D
:D
yummyyummy!
;D

after that,
went to MiniToons & idk where.
><

than,
headed to the bus interchange.
took 171,
headed to chongpang.
amanda jiejie went to cut her hair shortShortSHORT!!!!!
fionakins shorterend her fringe.
and, i cut bangsssssssssssss!!!!!!!!!!!!
like so OMG!

they say i look like pri school kids!
):
which is so saddening uh!
):

hmm,
afterwards headed to MAC,
cause i was uh,
hungry.
didnt ate much though.

headed to fiona's house.
amanda jiejie dye her hair,
we dye tooooooo!
play-ed tennis afterwards.
than, swimming.

back home at 9plus.
;D

hehe!
im so tired now):
kay,
bye people!;D

im always asking myself,
where is the love.
)):

2009-11-22T16:28:00.000-08:00

hello readers!
;D

currently at SSC blogging.
:DD

hmm,
Friday,
went to xuannikins concert.
so effing nice!
;D

aww,
its her last year & she's gonna be in pri1 soon!
hehe!
but she look so small can!
;D

after that,
headed to Jack Place.
her classmate,
Able was there.
:D
he fucking handsome luh!
;D

mum bought for me a new pencil case at converse!
;D

than,
headed home.
rot at home!
HAH!

saturday,
stay-ed at home too.
;D

i'll post the photos when i reach home or something.
;D

waiting for mummy, xuannikins & jonathan.
):

they're so effing long!
HAHA!

till here!
:D

blog when im home again!
;D

2009-11-19T20:10:00.000-08:00

hellohello.
:D

its been so long since i blog.
HAHA!
paisehpaiseh.
D:

hmm, bout Saturday.
Fiona jiejie came to my house at around 12plus.
:D

around 2plus,
we headed to NTUC.
bout sparkling juice.
:D

cab-ed back home.
cause,
uh,
i also dunno.
><

hmm,
4PM,
bus-ed to Yishun.
than, went to GV.
waited for Amanda jiejie.

watch-ed 2012.
VERYVERY nice.
:D
hehe!

after the show,
met mum, dad & Jonathan.
than, went home.
:D

hmm, Sunday.
as you guys know,
its the MYICECREAMBUS flea market.
:D
hehe!
but, its like.
so no business lor.
><

hmm,
11.25AM,
bring xuanniekins to school.
end up, it starts at 10.15AM.
which is so damn diao luh.

headed to the bubble tea shop.
to like waste time.
><

went back to fetch xuanniekins from school.
:D
home afterwards.

the flea market like so boring.
><

but, got JingTong korkor, Fiona jiejie & Amanda jiejie.
so fun.
:D

hmm, not gonna elaborate le.
><

today,
went to CWP.
with mum, dad, xuanniekins & CJ.
bought new handphone.
:D
:D

than,
train-ed to Yishun.
went to HN,
food court
than, popular.
:D

cab-ed home after that.
:D

& now,
im fucking sick):
sad sia):

sigh,
nothing to say le.
HAHA!

tune in though.
bye people.
:D

2009-11-14T23:59:00.000-08:00

hello people.
:D
:D

hmm,
just got back home from JB!
;D

funfun.
:D
mum& dad bought for me many shirtshirt!
:D

we left home at around 2plus.
bus-ed to the checkpoint.
than, hmm.
got jam.
><
so long...

went to City Square to buy shirts & tanktops,
but before that,
we headed for lunch.
:D

than, cab-ed to Holiday Plaza.
buy shirts there also.
:D
hehe!

than afterards,
cab-ed back to City Square.
;D

ate Sushi King,
than walkwalk again.
:D

xuannie so damn fucking suay lor!
firstly, she scratch her stomach cause of my sis belt.
secondly, she vomitted.
lastly, her toe tio stuck at the escalotor.
):
sad sia):

than yea,
went home afterwards.
:D

kayluh,
bye people.
:D

ps, xuannie take care!
iloveyou!

2009-11-13T23:41:00.000-08:00

helllllllllllo!
;D

im so bored):
someone please come & entertain me!
):

hmm, woke up at 10plus,
went xuannie school with xuannie & mum.
met her teacher.
:D

than hmm,
after a while,
i went home.
tummy suddenly hurts.
><

11plus,
went to WDL to buy textbook.
cause yea,
wun be that free afterwards.
><

after that,
went to bank,
NTUC.
& cab home.
:D

stayed home afterwards.
till night.
;D

kaykay,
done.
boring day uh?
><

kayluh,
im done people.
:D

tune in.
:D
i'll remember you,
& baby thats for ever true.
you're the one that i'll always miss.
:D

2009-11-12T23:59:00.000-08:00

hello people.
:DD

im so effffffing bored):
at least for now, ive got xuannie to accompany me.
:DDDDD

im bored):
stupid boy,
i guess he's sleeping):
so saddening eh?
sadsad):

haiz,
hmm,
went to xuannie primary school today.
for registration & buying of books and stuffs.
:D

than yea,
went home.
& STAYED at home.
so effing bored.
><

hmm,
tomorrow gonna wake up early to pei xuannie to go to her school.
for meet the parents session.
with mummy too.
:D

than hmm,
migh be heading to Woodlands Secondary School to buy textbook.
cause, wun be that free afterwards.

ohyah,
people out there.

PLEASE COME TO MYICECREAMBUS FLEA MARKET!
RIGHT OVER AT MY HOUSE.
;D

its on 18Nov09,
after 1PM.

if you guys wanna know more,
please contact 97305932 or 92953554
for more information.
:D

hehe!
kaykay,
thats random.
><
but yea, please come & support my dearest sister.
:D

hehe!
kay, im done for now.
bye people.
:D

2009-11-12T02:00:00.000-08:00

hello people.
:D

im so bored.
freak shit!
blahblahblah...

so bored):
i accidently cut my one&only entertainer call.
whatthehell can,
so sad):

crap shit,
im so bored.
anything to entertainer me?
like a video or somethig.

aiyah crap,
whatever,
im gonna shut this lappy now.
freaking ass, no batt at the wrong time!
):

so yea, if you got any entertainment,
call or sms me!
97305932.
:D

nitenite people.
:D

2009-11-10T19:57:00.000-08:00

hello people.
;D
im so bored):
so yea, ive decided to post photos.
;D

its like few years back de lor.
hmm, its year2004 to year2005.

im so tired now.
will continue if ive got the time & mood.
;D

Taiwan.

India.

Home;D

Genting

Jurong Bird Park.

these are photos that are take during 2004.

cool eh?

i look so cute last time.

HAHA!

Jiu Zhai Gou.

(something like this)

East Coast Park with cousins.

2009-11-09T14:36:00.000-08:00

HAHA!
im bored.
so yea,
here are some photos.
i cant seems to find the Genting & others de.
stupid computer...

so yea, here are some old photos.
;D
hehe!
enjoy!

2009-11-07T23:56:00.000-08:00

hello people.
;D

many people ask me blog.
so yea,
am here to blog.
HAHA!

hmm,
like what i siad,
ive got a 3days 2night camp.
but to me,
its only a 1day camp.
HAHA!

hmm,
i woke up at 3plus, 5plus & lastly 6AM.
HAHA!

bathe and stuffs.
;D

went to school.
dad wanted to send me to CWP de.
end up, he walk there.
as im so lazy,
i bus there instead.
HAHA!

but before that,
met Amos at my house void deck to get back my jacket.
;D
THANKYOU!;D

hmm, kaykay.
so yea,
i ask Amos to go CWP wait for me & pei me go school.
><
i feel so bad.
aww):

than hmm,
met him at CWP de interchange,
bus to school.
;D

reach school,
had breakfast...

than, went to Sembawang beach there not to picnic.
to pick up litter.
like as if we're your maid-.-!

so yea,
pick up litter.
><
group with Iskandar & i dunno who le.
luckily got Iskandar.
if not, i'll be bored to death.
stupid them, separate me & Aisyah.

hmm,
pick up finish,
we had this group discussion thingy.
><
so boring can...

hmm, went back school.
instead of doing activities,
i stayed in the SickBay from 12PM all the way till 6PM!
wow, i've survive!
HAHA!
& i didnt eat my lunch and dinner.
><
having stomach cramp le,
they still dont let me eat.
):
so bad of them
HAH,
the truth is,
i dont wanna eat.
cause, feeel like vomiting.
dunno why.

luckily,
got Amos & some other people to pei me SMS.
if not, i'll be bored shit!
than,
got alot people go in & out from the SickBay.
all from NPCC de.
HAHA!
than, they say we opening party.
><

hmm, around 6plus,
went to canteen.
the NCOs kena pumpin
cause they (sec1 & sec2) never clean the thingy.
aiyah, dunno what shit hell thing luh!

than,
they play game,
i see them play.
they play till so fun,
i emo till dunno what shit sia!
stupid...

hmm, i went home afterwards.
;D

kay, done.
ive got nothing to say le.
><

kay lor,
bye people.
;D

2009-11-06T06:07:00.000-08:00

hello people.
;D

hah,
im so tired):
cant believe that i'll blog now eh?
HAHA!

hmm,
just wanna tell you guys that i'll be away for camp):
its a 3days 2nights camp):
haiz,
wish me luck.
HAHA!

kaykay,
i'll post more when im back.
;D

byebye people.
;D

2009-11-03T13:52:00.000-08:00

):

now,
i know the real meaning of love.
love someone & get hurt afterwards.

2009-11-02T22:02:00.000-08:00

hmm,
hello people;D

im so in the.
ohwhatever mood.
so yea,
its a good & bad mood.
dont try to test my patient.
cause, ive got zero tolarance!

hmm,
quarreled with mum yesterday.
wow, so nice of her!
saying that i dont give a thought about her.
eh excuse me,
if i dont care bout you,
why would i bother escaping sports heat that day to send you to hospital?
talking to you everynight and didnt do my homework?
after school, rush there to accompany you huh?
you tell me luh!
i know at time i might be crazy.
for that, im apologizing for it!
whatever luh,
stop saying i didnt help you luh!
ohmy, reflect on yourself first than talk luh!
& thanks for those effing hell ass scars!
its so pain and dont fucking care about it!
THANKYOU YOU ASS!

sigh,
nevermind.

i dont have the mood to blog.
just wanna cry):
will you be ther?
NO!

byebye people.

2009-10-31T21:42:00.000-07:00

once again,
im alone in this relationship):

kaykay,
hello people.
;D
hehe!

in the morning,
went to meet ____.
XinLi & her sis came to my house afterwards.
;D
hehe!

than, hmm.
went to work with CJ dearest.
didtribute flyers.

10blocks,
for around 3hours.
YungWan help us.
;D
so yea, lesser.
hehe!

than hor,
i at there keep on complaining.
hehe!

but overall,
it's a great experience.
:D

nothing to post le.
><

yea, its true.
its over between me & Amos.
this time,
im taking the easy way out.
those tears, marks & bloods dont worth anything.

note to self : dont do anything stupid again.

2009-10-30T22:58:00.000-07:00

hello people.
;D

sorry for the lack of updates):
sigh):

hmm,
the overall of NYAA is
tired & bit of boring.
><

thursday headed to iforgetwhere le.
hehe!
had the land expedidtion thingy.
i walk-ed till the third stop.
than, stop le.
><

went back school sleep till 1plus.
><

(nothing to elaborate)

got back report book.
;D
get promoted to sec3 NA.
;D

Amos waited for me.
><
notbad, not bad.
hehe!
aww, i feel so bad you know):

hmm, after NYAA,
headed to 7-11 with Amos, YanTing & Nabil.
;D

than, walk-ed home.
hehe!

hmm, today went school with Amos.
;D

assembly is effing long.
><

went back class,
did many things.
><
lazy wanna say.
hehe!

after school,
went to Innovation room.
meet Ms Yap.

than, after the meeting,
went to Mac with YanTing, XinLi & Amos.
;D

went home at around 12PM.
;D

went back to school at 2plus.
met Mars & Rebecca there.
;D

bus0ed & train-ed there.
SUPER BORING!
><

went back that time rain-.-!
><

alighted at Admiralty,
met Amos at his house there.
;D

than, walk home.
;D

blahblahblah.
lazy say le.

but,
wanna thank PeiKai.
;D
thankyou, thankyou!

byebye people.
;D